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@ 8:00 PM

i've gotta really start writing my testimony for youth gospel night soon man. but dono why how come my these 2 weeks are so hectic. after this, i promise.

gospel rally's coming up this friday and i hope that i can invite friends to come! and even in school, i sometimes get discouraged as to how under standard i am, especially when comparing with those 'gods' haha.

and it is at times like these i find myself weak. yet i do remember something.

"I can do all things through Him who gives me strength." Phillipians 4:13

tho i preached on this verse, i guess there's alot more to learn from it. like, even by doing daily quiet time isnt enough and I found out how much i have been lacking in prayer. even in school, like a short 5 seconds mumble before food.

and dad was talking about this on the last few sundays.

i guess God missed talking to me. that's why I forgot that He's up there. and sometimes, He wants me to talk to him.

I tried something one night. on my bed i placed an empty pillow opposite me and started talking to it as if there was somebody sitting on it. i read about that method somewhere and that was when i let it all out. all my wishes, thoughts, troubles ... everything. and i knew that Jesus was there listening. and i talked as if i were talking to a friend.

i think i'll do that tonight. i miss talking to God too. that refreshment.

imuzi
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