As life goes on I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility And I realize that everything I do is affecting the people around me So I want to take this time out to apologize for things that I've done t hings that haven't occurred yet and things that they don't want to take responsibility for
I'm sorry for the times that I left you home I was on the road and you were alone I'm sorry for the times that I had to go I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we Could go back to when it was just you and me I'm sorry for the times I would neglect I'm sorry for the times I disrespect I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I'm sorry I'm not always there for my sons I'm sorry for the fact that I'm not aware That you can't sleep at night when I am not there Because I'm in the streets like everyday
I'm sorry for the things that I did not say Like how you are the best thing in my world And how I'm so proud to call you my girl I understand that there's some problems
And I'm not too blind to know All the pain you kept inside you Even though you might not show If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me I'll be the reason for your pain And you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me You can put the blame on me You can put the blame on me You can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me Said you can put the blame on me Said you can put the blame on me You can put the blame on me
I'm sorry for the things that he put you through And all the times you didn't know what to do I'm sorry that you had to go and sell those bags Just trying to stay busy until you heard from dad
When you would rather be home with all your kids As one big family with love and bliss And even though pops treated us like kings He got a second wife and you didn't agree
He got up and left you there all alone I'm sorry that you had to do it on your own I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief I'm sorry that your son was once a thief
I'm sorry that I grew up way to fast I wish I would of listened and not be so bad I'm sorry that your life turned out this way I'm sorry that the feds came and took me away
I understand that there's some problems And I'm not too blind to know All the pain you kept inside you Even though you might not show
If I can't apologize for being wrong Then it's just a shame on me I’ll be the reason for your pain And you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me You can put the blame on me You can put the blame on me You can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me Said you can put the blame on me Said you can put the blame on me You can put the blame on me
I'm sorry that it took so long to see But they were dead wrong trying to put it on me I'm sorry that it took so long to speak But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I'm sorry for the hand that she was dealt And for the embarrassment that she felt She's just a little young girl trying to have fun But daddy should of never let her out that young
I'm sorry for Club Zen getting shut down I hope they manage better next time around How was I to know she was underage In a 21 and older club they say
Why doesn't anybody want to take blame Verizon backed out disgracing my name I'm just a singer trying to entertain Because I love my fans I'll take that blame
Even though the blame's on you Even though the blame's on you Even though the blame's on you I'll take that blame from you
And you can put that blame on me And you can put that blame on me You can put that blame on me You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
"Sorry, you can put the blame on me" - Akon
sorry dat i don care. cos i realli dont. life's hard. much harder. wont sae anymore
From top left: elizebeth, ME, shan yong, ron, tze liang , megan, matilda, kara, annabel, abigail, delores posing~ MORE posing~ :D squats? nah :p haha screwed up jump but nvms :D
it's like i want to be there but i just cant. cos my body jus wont move. i dont even know wat im saying now, but hu cares anw.
so many stuffs happened this week man
project's day competition, thank GOD my grp most probably in for the finals. well no say yet larh but we're putting in our best effort!!
softball nationals. we are OUT. yes yes. OUT. sigh. it's like a wasted chance man. we trained hard, but not hard enough. but team, im proud of you all. really. the last decisive match against damai, we stuck together really well. batting, pitching, catching, fielding... gee guys, i owe it all to you man. jus 6 months and we have grown so much.
2nd chance. next year, we'll OWN. i promise. i'll try. i'll work hard. let's do it.
and then council. dono wat the heck proed nite is gona be like but i hope it'll turn out fine. national day- if you enjoy the programmes, thank mE!! haha jk larh. still got lots to do anw. and i cant believe sam is the chairman, LOL. nxt week track n field finals, people, we'RE GONA PWN!! haha i'll be there man, for you all. all the wayy! sigh.
and then gospel rally this week. invited nor, gid, jun han. hmm really praying hard that they will come. but it's up to them anw. mime, choir practice, i really enjoy the fellowship man. haha great
hai school work, homework. dread..............
cmon give me a chance. a SECOND chance. let me do it yea? cos someday, somehow, i'll prove it to ya.
dear gOD, really thank you so much that i could trust on you completely in everything, and just like you said, we were champions in the damai game. thx for helping me pitch (: help mee. and pray for nor, gid and jun han too.
haha. hwachong track n field's owning and SO IS SOFTBALL <3 span="">
wah dam sway larhs hahas cos i got 'batted' into my shoulder. den evryone thot it was over cos i was the pitcher and the ONLY pitcher??
but thank God mann. He sustained me so was able to continue in the game. if you want i come show you my bruise heh. love bit LOLS.
so hit a GRANDSLAM (((: wah super happy lars. grandslam means rite full base and you hit home run so you get 4 points. cool mann. my second one lorh. first one last yr during training :p.
well, i guess i realli owe it all to God. hmm then the greendale sec (our opponent) realli bu shuang me den haha like wana bash me up. cos they see my pitching so much faster den when i got hit they thot easy game lorh.
but NONO. hahas. thanks to God larh realli.
tomorrow yp brandon's chairing so i playing piano. HEY PPL YOU BETA COME HORS. haha cos got realli great songs to sing :D
i guess that's that. 10th July's project's day competition and my grp's putting lotsa effort!
kae gtg cya mann.
and i din break, lose, dislocate or chop off my own ARM. hehs